It's been a LONG semester...and a very very stressful one....
4 days of awful exams are over and done with...and I have never felt so free for so long!!!
It had been study study,stress,guilt,depression,study ,study,sleep deprived,study...for the past 1-2 months non stop...it was quite terrible really...
and the worst part is...right after exam...when i was so super happy happy happy!!!i then had to collect my uni matching results....lets say it was not the result i wanted...
I just had a very near vision of my future (which was not a good vision)IF i went to this uni and i felt so freaking depress...no one i really knew was going to this same uni as me and it was just so depressing....it was terrible...plus it was the only uni that had an exam RIGHT AFTER you freaking go there!!!!and if you fail they will kick u out....like wow...tats just too much right after my exams and during my crazy hormone period...stress+stress+shocking news= total depressed breakdown....
yes its stupid...really...to get sad over this kind of thing...even now i think i was just immature ...coz once i calmed down and start focusing on the benefits of going to this uni...it was actually really good...
Its a really good uni...even ranked super high...and its really pretty and have great student support...plus its really close to my brother's place so thats awesome...so actually,its a good thing really....it really is great...so ya,now i'm really excited really:)
Well,everything does happen for a reason...sometimes life just throws you into something that you NEVER want...but in the end it will turn out even better than what you expected....so ya, just go with the flow i guess...
happy holidays....weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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