Being alright

The future is so uncertain.
And I have no idea what I want it to be...
I am so confused as to whether I'm enjoying the journey there...or do I just want to reach my destination and be done with it.

I pray I will turn out fine,
I hope that I would find something that would make me more compassionate, and just be able to care about the journey more than just Hoping that the end will turn out somehow "ok".

Crossing fingers that I would not regret the short term lazy-ass decisions i made in life...
Really hope I would become someone useful at least

Cheers to the uncertain future
I hope you won't hate the present me for making the decisions I'm making now ...