6 months....
that's how long I've been stressed out from exam...
Never in my life have I felt so much pressure...and so much emotions that engulfed me during those few months...anxiety,depression,confusion,anger and distress..... almost everyday for that 6 months...I've felt that way...
So many times I have questioned myself...am I good enough...what am I doing here....what the hell is all this pain I'm feeling...and....Do I deserve to be here..... In summary it was HELL during those times...
I've never been the smartest...or NEVER ever been the best at what I do for that matter......and yet I'm here pursuing something so difficult...so challenging........haha....I still can't believe I'm still SURVIVING this course....
Well...all the emo-ness aside...I have survived yet again....Pain,Failure,Tears....It was horrible...but at least it is all over...and a new challenge lies ahead again....
YEAH...now I can finally stop posting emo post and move on to happier post....
